Happy birth Day to My SELF

hari ini 7 november 2009, ulang tahun gw yg paling kelabu
worst bday ever!! and i cant tell here why bec its too personal
i just want to forget all of this and try to collect all the pieces of it and make the perfect shape

i feel numb, i feel soo sad, onlly my job can entertaint me now, even now i still scared if am break one of botique stuff...waiting for monday and see what happend.

my wish in my bday is to earase all the sorrow in me now, take them away and make me happy again as usual, like that never happend :) :)