happy unhappy happy

im so so dad becouse he gone, i dont know where to find him, i have no clue
all i know is i miss him much, thinking about him often and maybe love him
im in trouble now, i dont know what to do, this tears wont dry and cannot stop
how can i forget him..

this is another broken heart for me, even i still not sure, do i split with him or not
i just try to be though even its hard..really really hard, becouse this is the huge heart breaking i ever going through and still dont know how to handle.

even i try so hard but this strong feeling,i dont know what to say